memory of someone who you loved is now gone.
but still that makes you keep going forward to try to find someone better suited for you.
that makes you feel alive inside grow silent.
the memories still haunting you.
once there is a memory,
stays a memory that haunts whatever you do.
trying to forget.
but the pain is still there.
hurting inside, try not to show.
its hard to let go.
to let go of the feels that was shared.
the feeling of love in your soul.
when alone,
it still haunts you.
its hard to let go of the soul that you shared peace with.
but it will happen.
share once love.
now slowly falling apart.
to try to start something new.
something new to share with someone special.
but still want the same one.
want to hold them.
touch them.
to be with them.
are there is left only memories.
the memories that haunt you.
the memory of them, that special someone will always be with you.

i feel blessed.
been touched by angels.
he heard my cry.
he heard me pray.
i have been blessed.
blessed to change the way i am.
to bring happiness to others.
thanks for the second chance.
thanks for giving life to the world.
i will try to spread.
spread the joy and happiness.
happiness to the others.
spread the love in your name.
the love from the lord.
to his children down below.
sing songs of his name.
the love, joy, happiness over comes everything.
so spread love, joy, happiness to others.
as god does to us all.
his children.

I try to speak.
No one listened.
A pain to my heart.
Tears starts to form.
But do not fall.
Seem to be alone in the world.
No one seems to care.
All I am is a bother.
Only bother to the world.
Wishin I can die.
So no one will be bothered.
No one will hear me.
No one will listen to me.
I just want death.
Death to my heart.
Death to my soul.
Death to my life.
Still feel bad for wat I have done.
Sorry for speaking.
Sorry for lying.
Sorry for the sadness.
Sorry for me being alive.
I bring sadness to all.
Everyone is against me.
And I am sorry for that.
Tears starts to form,
But do not fall.
Feel like the dead.
Or a shadow.
I'm just there.
Alone in the world.
I just bring sadness to everyone.
I dont deserve to be in this world.
A hopeless figure in life.
That no one will ever see or hear.
I am nothing.
Nothing important to anyone.
I am a disappoint to the world.
I dont deserve to like anymore.
I deserve to like anymore.
I deserve something worse than death.
I deserve to die.
A spirit that well never past.
Alone in my mizery.

a feeling that can controll how you think.
can controll how you at.
its hard to hide the feeling.
confussion is through the mind.
the mind of the sadness, anger of people.
some hold it in.
others let it out.
they hurt the ones they love the most.
creating more sadness, anger and confussion.
everyone is mad at each other.
one way or another.
it a world full of hatred.
hatred rules the mind of anyone.
no source of light in this darkness.
no hope in the hatred of the world.

heart breaks.
sorrow is all over my body.
having to lie to her face.
it hurts me so.
i just want to die.
watch up above.
in hell,
everyone being happy.
the feeling of a dragger through my heart.
cant stop the lies from coming.
i wish to stop.
stop the lies,
stop the madness.
sorry for the pain,
sorry for the hurt.
i m sorry mother.