I'm finally home. Extremely busy packing for college.

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I hate this, I might just delete everyone and send them new friend requests and have everyone that I adore on my top. There is just too many people that's so awesome that I'm leaving other people out because I can't even take one person down.
It's too hard for me to choose who should be up there. I got to stop meeting new people.
-XxXmetalheadXxX

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bwahaha me again still in Japan having a blast, visited so many places so far and still got more to come since im here for 1month still. had alot of fun watching the olympics with my fiance everyday and cheering　がんばれ日本 with her, japan rocked this year as usual :D 日本ロック！！！！　

II dont waanna go to school && haave to be awayy from Codyy forr 6 hourrs.....

Hey guys, well im unfortunatly planning on quitting FFR cause like i think im a bit old for this haha and im in college right now so I really cant play much. So im planning on my last day being august 30.... satureday. soo yeah <3 u all and ill miss all my friends.

For the last two days I pretty much only had laptop access, thus no FFRage D:, and long story short I've gone back to my old job for the week so it has cut down on my time a lot. I may not be able to get 500 AAAs before I move to Edmonton now :( (Sunday/Mondayish). I'll try though, 'cause I know I won't have much time when university starts up.

30283 A meeting with death in personne Magic Bag 12 160 0.00 0 Djr Rap dancer 8/28/08

Im working for the other simfile too.

It's 3:50 in the morning. I'm very tired, dazed, confused. There are too many questions racing through my mind right now. And they all lead to the same person: Justin. What's he doing right now? Why did he lie to me? Are we really friends, or is it just something in my head? Is someone trying to lie to me about him? WHY? I really believed in him, the way he spoke, how he was so good with his words. It made my legs go to jello at every single thing he said, and when he smiled. Which was a lot. I don't think he's a depressing kid. He laughs at everything and is one of the funniest people I know. He's also one of the most talented musicians I've ever met. I don't want to believe there's something wrong with him. But the words are hurtful and dangerous, and the more and more I hear negative shit about him, the more I just want to let go and give up. Every time I say I'm giving up, the more I fear I'm just falling for him harder. WHY? He's everything I'm against. Let's face it I can't hide from the truth anymore. He smokes too much weed because he thinks it gives him an edge when he's writing music. He likes being fucked up. He's an alcoholic, and he's only fucking seventeen! He flunked out of high school because he stopped caring. Now he's stuck going to some school for fuck-ups and I just can't tell him how I feel before he leaves. He's supposed to come back every other weekend, and if I even get remotely lucky, I'll see him maybe once a month. He comes back for his band, and his band only. Because you know what, they're like his brothers. Music is his everything; I know that for a fact. So why does he feel the need to get all fucked up just to make something GOOD? I know I'm a good writer, and I don't need drugs to be good. For someone who claims to be extremely school-stupid, he sure thinks WAY too much. When you write, it's supposed to come more from your heart, not your head. And the more and more I think about it, does he even HAVE a heart? Mr. "I go to parties and hook up with random drunk girls cause I'm bored as fuck." yeah, that's him. Shallow as a puddle. So WHY do I feel like I still love EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM? His eyes, his hair, the way he dresses, his gauges, his shortness, his braces, his lip ring, his car, the way he always says "what the FUCK?", the random freckles scattered across his face, the way he twirls the microphone on stage, his insistent need to pace a lot, especially when he's on the phone, his attitude, his instant gratification...SEE? I could honestly go on but I can't think straight. It's now 4:10 AM. I really should be sleeping. I should have done my AP US essays a month ago. School officially starts in 1 week. I'm not ready. I'm not ready to say goodbye. And I'm no way in hell ready to tell him. It's my secret. So....why am I telling you guys anyway???

7 Things I Hate [Love] about Justin:

1- he's vain.
2- he's loud.
3- he's wild.
4- he's clever.
5- he makes me laugh.
6- he makes me cry.
7- he makes me love him.

For the motherfucking record, I despise Miley Cyrus. But this song is stuck in my head. I saw it fitting.

~Tay <3
PS: She says 9 things in that song, not 7. Stupid bitch.

I'm a highschool dropout.
Please don't use big words around me.
haha. xD

isorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

okie doke, so I haz ocd. We went to a doc around the end of july to get meds for it...it turns out after about 4 days, the medicine was making me weaker and weaker so we went to the hospital, went on a much lower dose of it and kept taking it...I was fine for a while till they upped the dosage and a couple days later *saturday I believe it was*, I was at the hospital again. Then sunday I think I went there again for the same problem only worse. Completely exhausted, nearly passing out, not eating etc. SOOOO after all that the doctor put me on a new medicine that I just got recently so it'll take awhile to feel anything...but after getting off that other medicine my ocd has literally taken over every thought in my mind. It's so ridiculous.
So I just came back from my 4th time to the hospital, and we've decided that I am going to go to group therapy for my ocd, monday through friday, 8 am to 2 pm and then...yea. That's about where I've been up to this point. Sick...very sick. :c But I'll get better (:

IDC WHO YOU ARE... YOU GOTTA FEEL GRATEFUL FOR WHAT THESE GUYS ARE DOING FOR YOU!

This is the best video ever, ADMIT IT! D:
my friend Josh made it, and it's fucking amazing, oh my god.